The following is the unedited copy of one my conversations with God while journaling on April 25, 2012. The bold lettering signifies God's response. 

Hello God. I’ve been feeling the need for your guidance for days now.  As you know, I’ve been feeling everything that is and is not happening in my life is out of my control which in turn makes me feel frustrated and irritated. Early this morning, before getting out of bed, I asked if you could send me a message to help me get out of this slump. I actually started getting something but then I asked if you could wait until I was sitting at my computer. So please, if you don’t mind, I will take the time just now to clear my mind of all the gibberish created by my own thoughts of doubt and worry so your words can come in loud and clear…

The image that appeared in my mind earlier this morning, after asking for your help, was one of a tall figure in a long robe who was blowing in a golden trumpet. What was the significance of this image?

The golden trumpet was used to announce the arrival of a message.

How do I know this message is coming from you God?

When the trumpet points downwards, the message is coming from a human being. As it was, the trumpet you saw this morning was pointing to the skies, so this message is from me as the answer to your call for divine guidance and wisdom.

Thank you so much God. Is this a symbol I can expect to see when you are about to send me a message?

I like to keep things interesting so let’s just wait and see what happens in what you call ‘the future’.

Sure, I’ll go for that. Now what?

Gisele, the events that have and are happening in your life and those you feel are failing to manifest are all as should be. In the same way the sight field of a fly positioned on an elephant’s leg cannot possibly take in the whole of the elephant’s body, you cannot possibly see all that is at work for the accomplishment of your soul’s purpose for choosing this journey.

What are you getting at?

Not being able to see something does not mean it does not exist.  Sometimes you need to trust and accept that all is as it should be.

You see, that’s what I don’t get. Aren’t my life’s experiences supposed to be what I create them to be?

Yes, but what you forget, and rightfully so, is that the creating process for some of the experiences your soul chose for this particular journey was put into motion way before you were born. That’s the reason why some of your experiences seem to manifest exactly as your thoughts and intentions created while others seem to be what you call ‘destiny’. As in the creation of a newborn baby, the creating process required to manifest all of your soul’s experiences is both natural and miraculous. Your power to create is an eternal and powerful gift. Trust in this gift even if you may never come to understand, while still in this reality, the reason why some of your life’s experiences come to be and some don’t.

I have to admit I am not that good at fully trusting.

Tell me something I don’t know…

Good one! For the millionth time, thank you for the wisdom you send through my thoughts. I always look forward to your answers and unconditional love.   We’ll talk again soon....